letting go/giving up

I was talking to my friend Claire last night about something interesting. The difference between letting go, and giving up. We decided that when a person gives up it is because there is still something left. Giving up is like running away. It is an attempt to forget about pain. But letting go is when you have done everything you possibly can do but there is still something missing-and all there is left to do is wish for the best and move forward. I think letting go is the hardest thing a person can do. Letting go is through love, giving up is through anger. I think that letting should feel okay. True love will set you free.

What I thought I was letting go of, I am really just giving up on. Which makes me sad.

Anyway, it was just a thought.

I am so ridiculous. Haha what a strange month.

You know what is weird? How often I find myself bored, and wanting excitement- but then I procrastinate enough to fall behind. Truthfully, it makes no sense.

Wake me up when September ends.

Goodbye Summer

Thank you for the lovely visit. I wish it could have been more. I am feeling a loss. I am feeling what could have been. But the joys are frozen in time....or in winter. =)

What is wrong with me?

I am moving in reverse. It is uncomfortable, and it is making me anxious. I need a nice long hug.