I suck at Mondays. I should have stayed in bed.

Nearly a week.

On Sunday April 24, I will turn 18. This year, my birthday is on Easter Sunday. At first I was sort of upset about it, but I am okay with it now. I am just sad. Sad that a chapter of my life is coming to an end forever. I can see this coming week being very bittersweet.

I have never been so bothered before by not being able to have my questions answered about God.
I don't understand God at all....and I probably never will. How much of what is in this world was intended?

Half decent Monday

Dear World,

Thank you for a half decent Monday. It was sort of surprising. Who knew that I could start the day crying my eyes out and end it with a smile on my face.

9am this morning my friend Kelsey and I contemplated the nature of God. It was a good talk. It is amazing how a simulating conversation can improve my mood so much. The major theme in the talk was the question "Does God implement attraction between people?" Maybe I will blog more about that later. For now I am going to go take some Nyquil and read Heart of Darkness until I fall asleep!

Goodnight!
-Lexi