Thursday, January 21, 2010

Back to existence.

Hello to all the people who read my blog. Today at exactly 3:30pm I floated back into existence. Before that time I was in the hell of exam crunching. Now...because of my lazy tenancies when it comes to school, by the time exams come around it is a big deal. Then throw the fact that I suffer exam anxiety on top of that and I am just about ready to die.
So anyway I think that life ended after Friday January 8. All I remember is going to Tegan and Sara and then everything after that turned into a constant blur. I studied until I had migraines. My temper took a turn for the worst. Jerk? Yes, I was. I had no patience for anybody. During this time I went to endless tutorials, and sat in the cafeteria at school for countless hours. It is during these times that you really realize who your true friends are, AND how awesome they are. Seriously anybody that would put up with me being a totally bitch deserves a metal.
I have to take time to write about Jill. She made everyday this week better for me. On Monday, Jill, (who is holding a very high average and really doesn't need to study) drives me to her house after a day of tutorials and we studied Chemistry from 4pm to 8:15pm -which truthfully was just her teaching me everything. Tuesday, she calls me after a morning Chemistry tutorial and asks me what I am doing. I tell her I am probably just going to go home and study more. But instead of that she drives to the school, sits with me in the cafeteria for half an hour studying, then we drive to Booster Juice and Safeway to get lunch, THEN after all that... she drives me home. =) Wednesday she sits with me on the phone for at least an hour and a half as we work through some review questions. Then today, she comes to the school by 9... calls me, and tells me to come out to the front parking lot so that we can go grab starbucks! She also brings me a water bottle because I forgot mine at home, then we sit and study for the next 4 hours before our exam. Oh....and she drives me home! What an amazing person. It makes me both incredibly happy, and it also gives me a feeling of unworthiness.
Hmmm who else? Oh! Mike, a very nice boy with crazy A.D.D. Haha He not only distracted me from studying basically everyday...but he also made me laugh. =)
I am going to stop rambling on now. I am just really grateful for awesome people. Plus, I am very happy I am done with exams. For the next week I am going to be in complete bliss with little to no responsibilities. I am going to try and forget that I know 2 of my exam marks already and try not think about anything school related until second semester starts. Goal for the next portion of school- no procrastination. Hey...no laughing! This is going to happen. Well, that is pretty much all I wanted to say. This coming week is going to be legendary. More exciting than Christmas! Thanks for reading this long blog, I apologize in advance for poor grammar. I can't bother caring right now. =)

-Lexi

Ps. Next blog = Tegan and Sara.

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