Okay, so it has been a long time since I have written anything. I guess I sort of gave up on my blog. Blogging is a hard thing, and it is easy to give up when you feel like it is going nowhere. I didn't have the heart to delete it though, and I still felt like there was something left here for me. Today proved to me that there is. I have a lot of things that I have been thinking about, and in the next little while I am going to take the time to write about some of it. I am an angry writer. I will hold every frustration and pain inside, I will think about it day after day and week after week, until finally I get "the feeling". This feeling hits me quite suddenly, it is the feeling of being on the extreme edge between recovery, and complete despair. At this point, I begin to write. I will neatly gather all my cluttered thoughts, and organize them into structured words and sentences....and finally when I have done that to the best of my ability I will let it all go, pick myself up, and move forward. So I will start now.
I am not happy. For now though, I must sleep.
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